Spiral

April 21, 2015 at 7:59 pm (Congestive Heart Failure, Death and Dying, Hospitalizations, Living With Chronic Illness, Medical) (, , , , )

It’s been some time since I updated ye faithful readers as to what is going on with me medically.

Some of you may know that I’ve spent more time in Johns Hopkins than I have in my own home since August 2014. I was diangosed with right-sided heart failure and we struggled to figure out why I kept slipping into volume overload (when your body has a lot more fluid in the tissues) after being discharged. There are a lot of theories, but the story is about to change, so don’t jump to leaving a comment just yet.

When I get that swollen, the infected tissue from my pannus starts to hurt tremendously.

So the status quo since August has been:

  • Go to Johns Hopkins ED as directed by another doctor
  • Spend a month diuresing down to my dry weight
  • Deal with bad pain from my pannus
  • Get to dry waight, get discharged with plan
  • Do the plan by the letter
  • Notice that the swelling is back
  • Seven GOTO One. (in less geek terms, rinse and repeat.)

I’ve been in the hospital more often than I’ve been home in the last six months.

Things are moving quickly, but not in a way I would have chose.

Today I learned that my congestive heart failure now includes both sides of my heart (whereas before I had been diagnosed as having right-sided heart failure). This obviously affects my prognosis, and not in a good way.

I’ve gone ahead and canceled gigs through the end of the summer. Not only does travel become much more complicated when you’re terminally ill, but I can’t guarantee I’ll be out of the hospital, much less felling well enough. And that’s not fair to organizers.So if you’ve been hoping to catch up with me at Beltane, FSG or some other event I am usually at, you should start thinking about an alternate plan.

Tonight they are moving me to a different part of the hospital. I joke with my nurses that I’m trying to win “Hopkins Bingo”, where a patient must have a stay of longer than 24 in a building in order for it to count. When you’ve stayed in all of the different buildings, you win. I got a difficult square this time; Bloomburg is 95% pediatrics, but one floor is the cardiac ICU stepdown, which is where I was. That’s not easy to get at all unless you’ve been playing this game far too long.

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