Remote Support for the Surgery, Part 1

December 25, 2012 at 12:45 am (Living, Spiritual, The Panniculectomy) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , )

There are two things happening to me on the 28th; on this side of the veil, I’m going through the physical act of having a risky surgery. On the other, I’m going to be facing a challenge about whether or not I really value this body and life I have been given, and whether or not I am willing to commit to making my Job my first and most important priority. (And for my community and family of choice, the second part is about committing to being of assistance and support in helping me do what I need to do, as well.)

Because these are two fairly different goals (surviving the surgery vs being able to move forward doing my Job), I’ve asked two separate priests to construct rituals/visualizations that people can participate in. These are the same visualizations that will be lead in the hotel room we’re calling home base during the surgery, and it will be happening around 10am that day.

Part 1, written by my friend Raven, is for those who feel more comfortable sending energy and Will towards making sure my body survives the surgery. She asks that you use this bindrune as a focus:
bindrune

This is what she writes:

Restoring The Temple

Basically, We are focused on strengthening the body to endure and survive the surgery, and helping
create the best “vehicle” for Del to continue on with his life in. We are the team who had found the
rundown temple/humfour/peristyle/stone circle/church, and wish to restore it to functional sacred
service.

The sacred structure must be cleansed. That which is harmful or rotted must be removed, and the
structure must be repaired and shored up.. it must be made strong so that it can endure and last to fulfill it’s purpose. It must be solidified, from the ground up… made free of what does not belong, and made ready to receive back its spirit.

Whatever faith-path one practices, the idea of a place that is sacred is not an alien one… it gives us something communal to work together on.

When I built the bindrune, my partner, looking over my shoulder, said “That looks like scaffolding”, and
when he did I knew I had gotten it right. The bindrune can be carved into a candle, inscribed with ink,
drawn with chalk, or merely held in mind.

A word of caution to those who may not be familiar with bindrunes:
Please do not ADD other symbols to this bindrune. If you wish to use other symbols as additional foci, like pentacles, crosses, veve, etc, have that symbol separate from the bindrune. Adding to a bindrune can “accidently” add in runes you did not intend, so of which might be at cross-purposes to this working.

In addition, I wrote some elemental correspondences for the various challenges I face during the surgery and recovery:

1. My heart. (fire) I tend to have low blood pressure when I lay down, and even slower when under sedation. I need it to beat strongly and regularly, but not so strong as to cause excessive bleeding.

2. My lungs/breathing. (air). I have sleep apnea, and also laying flat on my back makes it very difficult for me to take deep breaths. Also I have a mass in my lung, and there’s some concern it could cause a blockage at the wrong moment.

3. Fluid cross-contamination (water). With all this pus and old blood and infected tissue, there is grave concern that in the process of getting rid of this crap, some of it will leak or osmose, possibly causing a more systemic infection, or Hel forbid, cross the blood/brain barrier. It may sound like a remote possibility, but three different doctors have stressed how dangerous this could be.

4. Immune strength (earth). I have a weak immune system, obviously, because that’s how I got here. I need my body to be strong enough to survive the shock to the system of losing a very large removal of tissue and mass – the amount of flesh/fat they plan to remove is about equal to losing an adult leg from the hip. I need my immune system to keep me alive while the rest of my body adjusts to the loss, and then I need it to keep me from picking up new infections while the wound heals. I also need the healing process to move at a healthy but quick pace…I really don’t want to spend
more than a month in the hospital, but if the going is slow or challenged…

Oh, and 5. The surgical team. Dr. Sacks (plastics) is the lead surgeon. Dr. Rushing (aka Dr. Awesome)
(general surg) will assist. Dr. Haut will oversee my convalescence. Two of my favorite nurses on
the surgical floor are Pearl and Ashe.

Finally, a word about Reiki. I’ve written before that I do not react well to Reiki. However, I know it is a healing modality that many of my friends and acquaintances are well versed in. I would ask that if Reiki is what is most comfortable to you, that you focus on sending it to the people who will be the most active in supporting me – namely Rave. Wintersong Tashlin has built a “redirect”, so if someone who doesn’t know about my Reiki thing, or who inadvertently sends it to me anyway, it will bounce off of me and go to whomever is wearing the receptive amulet. So if you don’t know who in my team might need it the most, go ahead and send it towards me and it will be redirected to whomever needs it at the moment.

I will try to post Part 2 soon, which will deal much more with Hel, the Norse Goddess of the Underworld, and is a little more complex. I ask you to choose whichever visualization/ritual that is more attuned to the sorts of practices you are used to; failing that, prayers are always a good choice. You can pray to whatever Deity you typically work with, or to Loki (in order to be compassionate about the contract negotiations), or to Hel (to allow me to return to Midgard to continue my Work).

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1 Comment

  1. chickgonebad said,

    Thank you for sharing this. It’s helpful in allowing me to send energy without being disruptive. Wishing you the very best of health and healing.

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